Mum it hurts so much without you, Had to put ma xmas tree up, All a could think of was when we putting up ma first tree in my own house! Couldnt stop the tears from coming!! Every time av been xmas shopping all a think is mum would like this, but your not hear anymore!! Listening to dylan crying for you at night is killing me wish a could help him. WE LOVE&MISS YOU MUM xxxx