ryanmccrory 12th March 2012

Hi Mum, well that's me and Dad finished for the weekend. Thank God!! Hope your okay precious, Mum not a day nor second goes by when i don't think of you. I just plod on i guess, what else is there to do. It just seems to get harder everyday as it becomes more real. I'll still thinkwhen i'm in work i'm coming home to you & Dad, but when i pull into the drive i just stare at the house. Then i go in and it's just Hooper & Dad. It's too hard Mum. Why did you go? I hope i get the chance to see you really soon Mum. I need you!!! I don;t visit this very often as i talk to you no matter where i am or what i'm doing. Hooper goes for his second haircut tomorrow! Love when he is all cut, you'd love it Mum just wish you where here to see it. Anyway Gorgeous i'm off to sleep. I;m so sorry for all the times i shouted and moaned to you but i miss & love you so much. You where the best and it's a true saying "You don't know what you've got till it's not there" it's so true Mum. I love you. Sleep tight Mum till i come and see you xxxxxxxx